End

The end... Nobody wants to hear it... Nobody wants to admit it... Nobody..... It sucks. There comes a point in ones life where they look in the mirror and decide it's time to move on. I'm at that point. When it's done it's done. What does the future hold for KC ?? I have no idea.... I just know something has to give. I wish I had a perfect life or a perfect marriage but anybody that says that is a liar. Been through shit and took shit for a while. I give... Do I have nice things? Yes, absolutely... Are they worth it? No. So this is the end. The ride was good, was it bumpy at times? Yes.... Feels good to vent. I'm turning the page to my next chapter. I hope it brings me happiness. Only thing that makes me happy anymore is listening to music these days. I have no idea where I'm going with this I just know I need to vent. Do I always do the right thing? No. I'm immune is all I can tell you. I can turn my feelings on and off with a snap of a finger. I am done..... I pray for myself tonight I seek happiness and find it. 

I'm determined to find myself and happiness...