Doing Better

I haven't been writing because quite frankly I can't say too much. It will be used against me in the court of law.

What I can say is I'm doing great. I have the house to myself. I have my home back. I don't have to worry about coming home and getting in a fight.

It's nice.

Things are going better for me. My family is in high spirits and that's all that matters. 

I hope everyone is doing well. Not that anyone reads this silly thing but it gives me a chance to vent and release my feelings. 

With that being said I hope for a happy week ahead. 

Trying times

Dead porcupine !!

Things have been a bit tense at home.

I filed for divorce on April 8, 2014.

Was it easy???? No. I thought about the decision for months. 

Trust me this was not easy for me. 

On that same note, I deserve better. Even if I'm alone. 

Point blank.

I need normalcy in my life. 

I deserve better. 

I don't have to live in your world anymore. 

I will be ok. 

I will prevail. 

Whether it be with family or alone, I will prevail.  

Nothing hard is easy. I will be ok. People go through it everyday. 

Walk in the park when you have people stand behind you and love you, which seems to be few and far between ...

I struggle daily but I know the people that stand behind me and love me.... Thank you. 

Iove you back so much, more than YOU will ever know 

End

The end... Nobody wants to hear it... Nobody wants to admit it... Nobody..... It sucks. There comes a point in ones life where they look in the mirror and decide it's time to move on. I'm at that point. When it's done it's done. What does the future hold for KC ?? I have no idea.... I just know something has to give. I wish I had a perfect life or a perfect marriage but anybody that says that is a liar. Been through shit and took shit for a while. I give... Do I have nice things? Yes, absolutely... Are they worth it? No. So this is the end. The ride was good, was it bumpy at times? Yes.... Feels good to vent. I'm turning the page to my next chapter. I hope it brings me happiness. Only thing that makes me happy anymore is listening to music these days. I have no idea where I'm going with this I just know I need to vent. Do I always do the right thing? No. I'm immune is all I can tell you. I can turn my feelings on and off with a snap of a finger. I am done..... I pray for myself tonight I seek happiness and find it. 

I'm determined to find myself and happiness...